Wednesday, December 24, 2008
If you hadn't known.
I've moved.
It's up to you how to find it. (:
6:00 AM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Oh, great.
That SMS just made me feel sick and tired.
Really made me think it through about why the hell I should bother winning any competitions.
Really, you know. I can't be more grateful realizing that its NOTHING worth being sad for.
Well done.
Now I have virtually nothing to look forward to to that damned school, besides the bare necessities that many a student have come for: the A level certificate, and a NAPFA cert that sends you to BMT.
Oh, to those SPECIFIC cartoon characters who are going to tell this specific teacher who's going to spread another wildfire and keep me restrained and pit me into more troublesome situations and affairs again. I hope you die in a fire, or at least get yourself cut. Your WORRY and CONCERN is exactly the thing that pisses me off and keeps on landing me in trouble.
That's far worse off than that couple of douchebags I may or may not have told you about, THANK YOU. You're no better than primary schoolkids, always run to teacher whenever something happens, even if you have the common sense (or not) to know its confided information.
Talk about confiding. These toons ought to be jailed, really.
Yes, I'm outright angry and pissed at you, you know who you are, dont expect a warm look from me next year.
Now please, this is how I end this blog.
January thru December, 12 fucking months of rants and false hope.
Oh and, you know what?
If you want to investigate into what happened, well sad to say that I've always been keeping this thing called an IRL JOURNAL. HA.
You'll never begin to know what REALLY ticks in my head.
Though you'll discover what ticks me off.
Good.
Now bye.
Jesus forgive me thy sins of wrath at such a wrong time.I've given up and have nary a glimpse of hope nor happiness left for my place in VJC.To have this log marred at the end is pitiful, let alone a sad waste, may it serve as an illustration to the others of a year wasted all from misconceptions, lack of control, as well as my gradual defeat and a second succumb to the sins I have committed.I pray there be no one else be strewn down this blast path towards nothingness and self-loathing. May there be nothing less, nothing more for my second year.I pray too for my own recovery, as well as my friend whom I hold dear. Give me strength, give her strength, let us live one day after another, until the ultimatum has reached conclusion, would I gladly, silently.. admit. I will not rest until that day comes, and I pray for that strength to withhold me.Amen.
6:19 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
December's coming real soon.
Really soon.
I'm sad, Violet. :c
5:10 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
IF YOU'RE READING THIS FOR MY JC STUDY GROUP, PLEASE CTRL-F THE TERM "PCMA"So, uhm.
Missed today's counseling.
Missed today's meeting.
Missed some shots.
Oops.
Read a bunch of Art marking schemes while AFK-playing Runescape. Well, it would seem it's easier than expected, just that the typical memorization has to go in - in fact, I see some points that were mentioned by me during class while others said others... Point is, I recalled some of which i said quite, by myself. I think.. s:
So uhm. R-papers for Art.. Ohshit ohshit I have yet to submit the R-paper form. s:
Now I'm in trouble again.
Anyway.
Just a little notice - I'm currently looking for a couple of peoples to study with in my subjects of PCMA - Physics Chemistry Maths and... not Art. ^^;; All H2 tho. Details are as follows:
PHYSICS: Head-to-toe learning from errors and uncertainities (mmm I can recall everything of that by mentioning that topic..) to... focusing on the topics of Dynamics, Waves and Oscillations, both of which are my weakest.
CHEMISTRY: Practically, basic learning of the topics I missed during TSD days as well as those missed during all that E-learning nonsense - pH calculations, ionic equilibrium, the latter of organic chem learnt during Y1, as well as doing them very tricky questions. (using VJ tutorials, supplementary questions, other tutorials are also welcome to be shared) Marking styles will also be examined a-la O Level, which is very easy to pick out, per se.
MATHS: Hardcore practicing. Nuff said. Ranging from application of Diff and Integn respectively, to figuring things out like graphs.
That's most of it.
I'm uh, bringing my file of the whole year's notes and tutorials, including TYS as well as some assessment books beginning Thursday @ VS, 1000h to 1600h. 1 subject per day. I'm bringing math tomorrow, so... take note, alright?
7:53 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
I'm more tired and more pissed during the holidays.
Like, the bad and the irritating keep happening this whole month of November.
Like how the kid says it..
"Its the WORST NOVEMBER in my whole life!! :(( "
So, uh. Lemme list them down.
1) Caught dismantling PCs
2) Still stuck in counseling
3) Got 20 CIP hours as punishment, still having to decide what to choose
4) Re-downloading shitloads of notes to read through character-by-character.
5) Room got cleaned up by grandpa before I got to it - lots of things missing.
6) Kit-kat (like, way melted and overdue) Kitto Katsu collection destroyed by grandpa
7) That puny purple Ipod Shuffle (which is so damn rare for a 2GB) gone missing
8) Never lost (and thankfully, never gained) beyond my 84kg weight (oh damn.)
9) Scalp going worse
10) Got cut by a Swiss Army while opening dried mangoes, (cutting edge facing wrong way = 0.4mm)
11) Only been getting 7-hour (6-5) sleeps instead of the traditional annual 13-hour at this time.
12) Still stuck in gaming addiction (7 games in my 4th age Pentium 4 PC)
13) Lost a bunch of old artwork to silverfish.
14) Deleting a whole bunch of 0 byte files made on my desktop by irritating 8-year-olds
15) Getting accused for a whole lot of other things
Argh.
Fuck this. There's more than 15, but I'm stopping.
5:01 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
Post number 199.
It won't be long before December archives would pop up for this blog.
Well, I can tell its gonna be much emptier.
Anyhow, irritation came back.
Nagging, irrational mum, the very last thing I wanted to happen after Friday, has happened.
This has got to be very irritating indeed.
Here's a "Well Done!" to you, you certain characters who reside within the recesses of the place which I am beginning to feel less and less inclined to like furthermore.
_|_
Anyway, Safi showed me this, so I show you too.
Though I particularly liked another joke, this one will do.
And yes, I am slow about this.
10:00 PM
I'm back.
Well, it ended.
And um. I dunno what to say, because. Uh.
There was nothing to say about.
Tell me about it. s:
What I can say is...
Outside my room now, my mom and grandmom LOLed at what happened.
Grandpa is like NOOOO where's your A's. NAWWWWWWW. :(
I'm like... uh. no more plz.
Oh btw, Violet sent me something... awkard today.
Very awkard at a time like this.
4:40 AM
